"In case I make it,"

April 18, 2023

USE A MOUSE WITH A SCROLL PAD TO BE ABLE TO READ ALL OF THIS. THANK YOU.

Because this site is under HEAVY construction, please follow the instructions listed on the WARNINGS page to listen to the complemetary music!

Thank you for being curious and clicking/tapping on this site!! Another thing I feel I must explain before I continue, due to the vent area being here, I didn't want to add a guest book, but I realised that ppl could comment anyway, so please ignore that area.

Oh, and most if not all of the shrine pages are going to not be easy to look at on mobile.

This is for a reason, actually. He only has a phone and if he finds this, god pray he doesn't, he won't be able to easily get to/look through them. ANYWAYS!! Enjoy the music (btw I change the song like every day lmfaooo) while this is still under construction!!

Also im so sorry if something is misspelled lmao I have dyslexia and typing on here makes me not be able to see any errors!! Sorry!!!!

I know how he is. I can beg and plead and he wouldn't budge. But I long to crawl to him and say:
just love me, please? I know it's unhealthy.
But I cannot live without my life.

On Love

I love you means more than that which is said, to me anyways.
When I say I love you, I feel it. I can feel it rush through my stomach, through my chest and throat, I feel it slipping through my lips.
I can feel it in my eyes, I can see it in the air. I feel it, more than I can describe. If there was a way, I would wish I could tell you how it feels to me.

It's like the feeling in your stomach, that airy feeling of anxiety, the butterflies.
Condense it. Tame it. Teach it to be warm.

And it'll take that and turn into fire, and rage into an inferno.
Let it consume you.

And let it become your soul.